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I'm An Idiot...   
12:28pm 20/08/2005
So, i woke up this morning and decided to continue trying to fix my iPod. That crap is so fucked up right now but there is a one yaer warranty so im gunna do that...hopefully it'll work.
Newho i was listening to this song ive listened to all the time but this time i decided to look up the lyrics cuz i never knew exactly wat was being said. Long story short, i found my der song is a rather saddening one but one i can relate to from time to time. And prolly the rest of u all can too but disregard the little note about the pills. Keep in mind, the lyrics r rather depressing but if u've actually heard the song (which i doubt most of u have except cristina) the beat is really bouncy and up. Its really jus the verses

"Pain" Jimmy Eat World
I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.

Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.

It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Every time I quit

Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.

It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

I can't let it bother me.

It takes my pain away.

It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me

(my ass)

You Give Love A Bad Name   
06:41pm 19/08/2005
mood: blank

Oh fuck me! I havent updated in forever....Its not so much that ive been busy i jus really havent felt like it.

School has stared and not a damn thing has changed...

Talked to this guy i met in G-villle the otha day over the fone named Chris. He is ridiculously fine and i wanna touch him but i cant cuz he's miles away. But hes funny as hell and soooo freakin SUCCEXY. God! Fun fact: we both love Honey Bunches of Oats which is enough said. Jus on that fact alone, i should set a wedding date. Sadly, that relationship wont be goin newhere cuz we live miles away from each otha....boo hoo

Oh and there is this kid who goes to my skool who is also hot stuff but unfortuantely hes a damn freshman. BUT, he is a lot taller than me if that accounts for nething.

Okay and uh there is a certain Junior who is particularly fine but im not gunna mention ne names (BAM BAM BAM BAM). I talked 2 him 2day. Hes SUCCEXY also. I wanna touch but i cant. Sum dumb ball juggling hoe is always fuckin around his ass. I wanna change that....

So im REALLY lookin in FSU now and Melissa might be goin there 2 so thats one familiar face i'll see along with the otha shitload of Miramar kids prolly goin there.

And for all my peoples:

"You stand by me
I stand by you
If there is a fight I'm the one to come to
Good and bad, times we've been through
You got my back and I got yours too
All of my life you are in my crew
I'd do anything for you
Beat someone black and blue
Black and blue and I'd do it for you"

"Gangastas and Thugs"-Transplants

L8r fuckers...


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04:54pm 13/07/2005
mood: awake

SO much shit has gone on that im jus guna list shit and ill elaborate upon  request.

  1. Blue and White Weekend with the Sigma's was CRAZY...At the Pajama Jam i saw hoes, naked boobies, stars...etc.
  2. Met a fine ass dude named Chris at party the next nite afta pajama jam...was once again drunk as hell
  3. Ran in2 Mat at Wal-Mart and afta all the searchin i did for him...i jus walked away from him afta throwin up a quick peace sign in his face
  4. Starting hanging out with Stevie cuz he lives less than 2 min. from me... a weed head and smoker...EXTREME bass system in car...dont bother carrying a conversation while in it.
  5. Stevie is friends with mat so i hung out with mat one of the two times i was w/ stevie...went to get an ounce of sumthin to smoke altho i neva smoked shit...beer run
  6. First impression of Stevie's friend Jaime is drunk/hick/KKK/redneck was jus a lil wrong in my  assumption.... apparently he is "the ghettoest country boy i'll eva meet"
  7. Jamie hit on me repeatedly that nite. Apparently im "the finest black woman he's ever met" and he wants to "wifey" me.
  8. "Personally i like black women more than i like white women"-Jamie
  9. Oh yea and Jamie jus got out of prison last week and cant shut up about it.
  10. I think Mat thinks im tryin 2 hook up w/ Jamie...not good.
  11. Not thatt it matters cuz Mat "HAS AN OLD LADY" according to drunken Jamie.
  12. worked from 11 am - 11 pm yestaday.
  13. i was drunk every nite from fri-tues... do i have a problem?

bye dookies..im tired now.


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Cristal And Cranberry Juice Fucks People Up.....   
02:14am 05/07/2005
mood: drunk
WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO mutherfucker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!  God.....i jus dunno. I drank a bit more than i would have liked tonite but i will say HAPPPY 4th of JU-FUCKIN' LY!!! Its Blue and White Week bitches and and Ekom is INCREDIBLY drunk!! im outtie shamootie.
See ya lata home skillets

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"I'ma Cowboy. On A Steel Horse I Ride. I'm Wanted..WANTED..Dead Or Alive"   
08:21pm 03/07/2005
mood: good

   Ive havent much to divulge today other than the fact that im bored as fuckity do da right about now. Didnt go 2 work but will be goin 2 the lab tonite. Ive been reading this good as book by Lolita Files called Child of God. Dont worry u heathens, its not some religious book and i highly, HIGHLY, fuckin recommend it. I realize most of u ppl havent mastered the art of reading books but i thot id jus let u kno about this rather exceptional one.

    I went to 238 West again..sis lied to get me in once again. I dont want to talk about that Friday night but i will tell u a fight broke out. It was so blac i was amazed. It was two frat houses, i think the Iota's and the Sigma's, fightin.So the DJ, and of course security, get the fight broken up. The lights go down again. Ppl start grindin again 2 sum music when BAM, ppl start bein blac again. The fight breaks out once more. But gets broken up agian. But i guess college changes fight mentality. In high school, ppl run from the opposite side of the skool to witness a fight. At the club, with the bevvy of college students, ppl disperse AWAY from the fight. Interesting  i kno. Later that nite, when ppl are doin the "Walk-out", hangin out outside of the club wen they kno damn well they need to get there asses home, ANOTHA fight took place but i think it happened cuz both dudes were pretty drunk. no one really paid them ne mind. They rolled thru the bushes like two idiots. Then the police on the horses came up and the two men jus got up and walked away like it wasnt nuthin'

Moral of the Nite? S.B.B.

Nehow, Blue and White Week is starting tomorrow which is gunna b off the chain. Some fraternity hosts it. Its a week full of parties, BBQ's and sum otha good shit. Then the week afta that my sisters club will hosts their own shit which includes party, game nite, pool party and BBQ.

Dont wanna talk about the brick wall that is the MAT situation....

Lata alligata hata who likes to cata like a waita


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"I Still Feel You And The Taste Of Cigarettes"   
10:50pm 26/06/2005
mood: chipper
::long sigh:: I've landed in G-Ville/Hicksville and been here for one whole week and ....
  I dont know if ne of u knew this but i went thru this phase where i was in LOVE with Edward Norton and all of his sexiness. I even thot he looked yummy in Death To Smoochy. So it was my pure luck that on the bus trip to G-ville i was sitting next to this young Eddie look alike but hotter to to the fact that he was around my age. He is in class of 2005 and he will be goin 2 Yale in the fall. yes, very incredible i kno. and yet he shared my love for Zoolander and we were shootin quotes from the movie back and forth. We talked for the whole ride and even ate together durin the rest stop.He was such an extreme gentleman it was insane. He is an Aquarius jus like me. In fact his b-day is Feb 3rd, which is the same as my mom's b-day AND is a day afta mine. All in all, i realized that this kid (btw his name is Nate) was meant to be my future husband. So while when he breaks up with his gf and we find each other on anotha bus ride he will propose and all will be right in the world. lol I saw a prostitute while me and my sister were on the way home late one nite. Or...at least i thot it was a hooker. it was jus a really fat lady wearing a fanny pack. Could it be the fanny pack was to enclose all her dirty SEX money??? ::rubs chin in thoughtful manner:: hmmm...
   Went to a Steak N' Shake and saw this GORGEOUS dude with three other friends. It hit me...after trying to catch his eye the whole nite...that he carried himself in somewat of a dainty manner. and his two other friends were definitely fudge packers. So that was out the window...
   Me and my sis went to her friends house. They were mike and Brandon. Both pretty cute but not my type. Newho..we were there to play spades for shots. I jus learned how to play the basics of spades the nite b4...u can guess how this little story ends. I was piss drunk stupid. It was a sight to behold. I tripped on my way out the door and dropped my fone, stumbled down the stairs, made drunken phone calls,  and could of sworn at one point that a butterfly was tried to attack me...
   Started workin a Hungry Howies/gettin harrasssed and mad fun of. A dude named jon works there and he is adorable! ::wink wink::
   Went to the jacuzzi at the apt me and my sis stay at. I was talkin to Marlin wen this dude comes in2 the cuzzi. he's pretty big and hairy. and the cuzzi was small enough as it was. I mean who gets in2 a small cuzzi while sum1 else is in it unless they r tryin 2 "holla holla" . So at that point i decide to NOT get off the fone w/ Marlin cuz i knew once i did he may muster up the guts to strike a conversation. And im jus not a ppl person. Especially wen im not wearin nearly as much clothes as i should...
   Went  to a pet show/adoption thingie. Which was incredibly satisfying. they were so cute. Me and my sis was gunna get a lil black puppy that looked like a miniEscalade but we couldnt cuz sum1 else already adopted it.
    Went to a club called 238West and it was nuthin like wat they show in the music videos. For one thing, ive never been so hot in my entire life, the place was PACKED extremely tight, the bathrooms are gruesomely nasty, and not one peson was dancin in slow motion. My sis had to lie to get me in and it costed us 20 bucks in all but it was pretty worth it.
    Went to starbucks and realized that i will be the cutest little college student with my glasses and hand sewn purse.
    And other unmentionable bullshit.
And with all thats gone on WHERE THE FUCK IS MAT????

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Its So Haaardd, To Say Good-bye, To My Hooommieesssssssss.....   
01:35pm 19/06/2005
mood: mellow

Welp, i wont be updating my LJ from Miramar, fl for quite some time. Im off to G-ville in in a few hours. I'll see most of you bitches wen school starts again.
   So long farewell, sumthing sumthing, goodbye.
   See you on the flipside <----- how gay...
p.s. i NEED 2 go to Warped Tour this year...can sum1 fuckin go with me u hip-hop/rap lovin' pricks...i meant that in the nicest way possible.
p.s.s Dont let wat i jus stated hinder u from wanting to go with me to WT. I was jus kiddin..kind of.


                                                                               BYE KIDS!!!!!!


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I'm High on Life.....Motherfuckers...   
06:59pm 12/06/2005
mood: ecstatic
Woop Woop bitches. Woop Woop. Things are goin pretty good. I guess...
  Vacation Bible School is ova so i no longer have to get to work at 7:30 am and leave at 5:30. But it was well worth it considering the 37 or so hours i recieved in community service. I can taste the silver cord.
  ALSO, guess which bitch got a lovely lil iPod form dear DEAR momma. Yes u guessed right. This bitch right here. NEwho..it a iPod shuffle which isnt that expensive. A lil ova $100 bucks or so. But its good considering it will hold me over until i get my otha iPod because i need to be able to fit more than 130 songs on my shit. I never felt so FREE in my life. Free from the restraints of clunky huge CD players and scratched and skipping cds. The shuffle is honestly the size of a 5-pack size of gum. i kid u not...
  G-VILLE on FRIDAY. Im so fuckin.....ridiculously happy. I talked to Billy and Vonketrick on the fone the otha day which only made me want to get to G-ville even faster. I dont kno if im so excited to be going to G-vill or excited about gettin out of da house. oh and about G-ville, there may be a point in time wen i have my own apt...but i dont feel like gettin into the specific of it cuz that would require more typing.
   Oh yea an did i tell u my sis Eka is pregnant, once again. But get this. Turns out my otha sis, Eno, is knocked up TOO!!!! at the same time. Thats jus...weird. Every one wants the two babies to be boys. But i kno betta. im bettin that Eka has anotha chick and Eno pops out with the dude. ITS THAT TIME AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!! THE GAME KNOWN AS.......</p>

                                                                                    GUESS THAT GENDER!!!!!!

Place your bets ppl on my COMMENTS page. Who is gunna have the dude if either one of them? Eno or Eka...it doesnt matter if you dont know them. I barely kno them myself..lol. Place your bets....Wat does the winner get, Bob?

Bob: WELL, EKOM....WHO NEEDS A NEW LUXURY CAR WHEN YOU CAN GET........DRUM ROLL PLEASE...EKOM'S SKEET ALL OVER YOUR FACE!!!! SKEET SKEET. or a brand new pencil....erasure not included.

Yea, im sorry. im bored.

Lastly, what color should i put in my hair? i have no fookin idea....

Enjoy the pictures bitches. Most of them are from G-ville...i scanned for hours so u better appreciate it...


THIS is the place i work in G-ville called Hungry Howies.      Dannie lookin like a retard with Hungry Howies head thingie on.


The manager: Chris who enjoys gross out humor...i would know    Idara, my sis, and her chew-up-everything-shit-on-floor dog Escalade


Idara's Turds..heehee turd...heehee              Esca again with my boy shorts on her head..they're clean. No need to call animal services


Mat, Me, and Danny.."we're in the hood now"  Eric got the idea in his head that he was DMX.once again, no need to call animal services


Don't let the picture fool you. Im as thugish as the father on "Full House". Okay...maybe not that bad. On my spare time, when im not busy posin as a member of a gang, i like to then pose as a member of a street corner clique. I do that much better, anyhow. lol

l8r days...


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Helping Out the Community is Code For Getting The Life Sucked Right Out Of You...   
03:41pm 04/06/2005
mood: depressed
I realize that an office job will NEVER be for me. I hand to volunteer at the church for the set up of Vacation Bible School which starts on Monday. Yes, yes, i realize its extreme gayosity but i gotta get my hours SOMEWHERE.
NEWAYZ...me and me friend Maria were on copy duty and i nearly killed myself. The goddamned copy machine had to be like the prototype for the first copy machine ever made because it was so damn old and didnt work correctly and pretty much did the opposite of anything you'd ask it to do. At one point, i was standing in front of the shitty copy machine and Maria was elsewhere. I stood there and as each copy was made i felt a piece of my soul being sucked out of me. And the actual VBS hasnt even started yet and i already feel like drowning my sorrows in a cold glass of chocolate milk. So depressing...making copies is. The only reason i snapped out of my blank state was because the copy machine got a paper jam for the 10 millionth time. It reminded me of Office Space and for those of you who have seen the movie, you know exactly wat im talking about.
Im going to some protest with Johnathon 2morrow....LOL. i dont even really care about the protest. its something about Bush and Haitians but im only really attending the event to 1.) see wat a protest looks like and 2.) get out of my house. Im such an activist, I know.

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Here's A Lil' Story For The Kids.....   
08:55pm 01/06/2005
mood: Ec-fuckin-static
FUCKIN WOOOOOOOONESS!!!! The summer is almost here and altho im gunna miss my people, im in dire need of a break. Cant wait to get the fuck outta here and start on my mission. I have 2 thing planned but im not so sure how it will all work out. If ne one is gunna be in G-ville during summer break, i can get you free food at my job = ). This outta be a hilarious summer...heehee. Im leaving on June 17th bcuz i gota take my ACTs, volunteer at Vacation Bible School (lol...i know it sounds gay but i get an easy 50 hours), take my senior pictures, braid or FINALLY decide to perm my hair (im not sure)
ANYONE HAVE NE PLANS FOR THURSDAY NIGHT?????? I'm up for nething....if im gettin paid ::wink,wink::
l8r kids

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PICTURE TIME!!! ::beat to Hammer Time resumes in the background::   
02:32pm 29/05/2005
mood: chipper

Im bored and decided its foto time. enjoy ducks!!! Oh these pics are the one that were sent to me by email but i just realized that the fax that has been in this house for years is also a scanner. heehee im a tardo.


This is me breastest... i mean bestest friend Mandy/Glen/Mandeli looking all sexxaayyy...

I don't have many pictures of this chica but this is my other bestest girlfriend Kayla/Tom/Kaylita

My older sister Eno....



(my ass)

You Don't Have to Be High To Come Up With Ridiculous Ideas...Jus a Lil' Bit Retarded. But Who Isn't?   
10:34pm 28/05/2005
mood: indifferent

::round of applause:: I finally got a new computer. Its a flat screen and its beeooootiful. yippeee!!!  (<---that was gay.) Now my mom can get off my nuts about her lil laptop. it was a piece of crap nehow. God i'm killer bored. Im sorry im always telling u guys about how boring i am which prolly only makes u bored yourself. Im home on a damn saturday nite which sux incredibly. I hope the MEDIOCRE sex sum1 recieved 2nite was WELL worth it. Fuckin' losers...

I went to my cuzins graduation today which was held in a piece of shit lookin facility...She was vice-president of her class and had to make the lil ending speech thing about the tassels. At the end my dad says to me that wen my year comes he better not be bored, sitting in the back and me not doing anything or getting any type of awards. I told him, in that case, dont bother showing up....

People say that if you dont take advantage of your high school years.you'll regret it in the future. It has to be a sad thing wen im already regreting it and i havent even reached my 12th grade year. Which is why ive decided to make the most of my last year. i'll be able to drive my dinky lil Nissan by then (hopefully) and there will be no need to stay home on the weekends eventho i kinda enjoy these quiet, thought-provoking moments.

I've been cursed to have this kinda weird mentality that i have to meet as many people in this world as i possibly can. There are bilions of ppl out there and to know i wont even be able to meet 1% of the worlds population is deeply saddening...no joke. Im sure there r plenty other ppl who find this reality depressing. I jus dont kno who they r....

Thinkin about goin 2 Orlando for college. My parents are cool with it so now i just gotta think it thru...



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"I Think I Like You For Your Booty"   
06:12pm 26/05/2005
mood: WOOOOOOOOOOO...okay

(Where better to take pictures than in the bathroom?)



Name:  Ekom J. Ekwere
Birthday: February 2, 1988 (Groundhog's Day)
Birthplace: Lawrence, KS (yea, i've heard all the Wizard of Oz jokes, so spare me.)
Current Location: Miramar, FL
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'5
Right Handed or Left Handed: Right
Your Heritage: NIGERIAN
The Shoes You Wore Today: Jordan's
Your Weakness: ummm...being a wee bit self-centered
Your Fears: Being alone
Your Perfect Pizza: My own Hungry Howies creation; pineapples, pepperonis, hot sauce, black olives, lots of cheese, my skeet lol
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Drive...legally and what im supposed 2 do this summer which i will keep underwraps (SHUT YOUR MOUTH NEKA!)
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: ummm..i have a cellfone, i dont need IM lol
Thoughts First Waking Up: Must...turn on...TV radio
Your Best Physical Feature: my long, sensual, silky smooth legs lol
Your Bedtime: dont have one but i discipline myself to go 2 bed around 11:00 pm
Your Most Missed Memory: 2004 X-Mas break in G-Ville....
Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Burger King
Single or Group Dates: Both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Both
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino
Do you Smoke: No
Do you Swear: Yea...alot
Do you Sing: Yes..not necessarilly very well
Do you Shower Daily: Yea
Have you Been in Love: Don't..think..so..
Do you want to go to College: Yup
Do you want to get Married: Not sure...waking up next 2 the same person EVERY MORNING...wow....
Do you believe in yourself: Sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness: No
Do you think you are Attractive: Sometimes
Are you a Health Freak: No
Do you get along with your Parents: Yup
Do you like Thunderstorms: Very much so....unless im alone
Do you play an Instrument: No
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yea
In the past month have you Smoked: No
In the past month have you been on Drugs: No
In the past month have you gone on a Date: NO
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Yea
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: A box of Chip's Deluxe from Chips Ahoy (the Rainbow kind)
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: No
In the past month have you been on Stage: No
In the past month have you been Dumped:  Nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: No, unfortunately
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Yes...im so bad lol
Ever been Drunk: Yea
Ever been called a Tease: Plenty of times, altho im not sure why
Ever been Beaten up: No
Ever Shoplifted: Yea
How do you want to Die: Happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: A Fashion Designer
What country would you most like to Visit: Europe
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Depends...
Favourite Hair Color: Depends...
Short or Long Hair: Not too long
Height: A bit taller than me
Weight: Jus not too big and not too small
Best Clothing Style: Not...scrubish
Number of Drugs I have taken: None
Number of CDs I own: Alot...
Number of Piercings: (3) Both ears and a belly button
Number of Tattoos: None
Number of things in my Past I Regret: NONE...they all turn out fine...



     School's almost out and i couldnt be happier. Fuck me! Im ballistically happy. Im not exactly sure nemore if im goin 2 G-ville for the summer and that would suck huge ballz. Finals week is next week and i need 2 figure out wat ill do then. We get out at like 11:40 am so im thinkin i may jus end up playin Mortal Kombat at Ana's for hours until i gotta go home. 

     Brought MarioKart to skool the other day and we played in 7th hour. I whopped EVERYONE. Mind you, there were only like 7 of us BUT the point is i mad them all my bitches!!! (evil laughter insues)

    God im bored...im takin pictures 2morrow so every1 be prepared to be snapped. Okay...guess thats all. Im done here. finito. Dont kno the plans for this weekend but i gotta get out cuz...i jus gotta. 



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"I Hope That You Are Happy Where You Are And I'm Glad To Say I Put You There"   
09:18pm 18/05/2005
mood: weird
.....Naima fuckin won, Naima fuckin won. Im upset...highly.
.....I really wanna go to Warped Tour this year..if i don't i'll...i'll...i'll gouge my eyes out. Yea that's wat i'll do. Gouge some eyes.
.....I had KFC AND Taco Bell today, this eating thing is getting out of hand. If i dont slow it down, i'll weigh twice as much as Rosie O'Donnel by Summer Break.
.....I'm bored shitless.
.....Went to police department for the first time ever today to pick a police report my mom wanted from me. NOt as busy as i thot it would be.
.....Set up a two hour driving practice thing with an instructor for Saturday. I have my suspicions at such companys like the idea of carpet cleaners freak me out. They come in, ask some questions, hack you to death, THEN clean your carpets. I feel like this driving dude can, and maybe will, kidnap me at any part of the lesson. sum of things that happened while setting the appointment is the reason why im thinkin this way but i dont want 2 get in2 the whole story of it.Anywayz, in case sumthin happens to me make sure to tell the police i was a lil suspicious of the company AND the dude i talked to named (supposedly) CRAIG EMERSON. got that? C-R-A-I-G E-M-E-R-S-O-N
.....yea, okay im done...


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10:25am 18/05/2005
mood: dorky
I'm in Ekom's class...you have to guess who I am, I'm not Ekom or maybe I am....hummm? Confused aren't you! So I'm in her class cause I'm pimp! ^.^ okay well nothing else my sexy ness must go...

(my ass)

Reunited And It Feels So Good.....   
09:49am 18/05/2005
mood: Where is my damn magazine!??!!
SOOOOO..... i saw my suga mama last saturday. IT was sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo wonderful. In the last three years, ive only seen Mandy once which sux. But fortunately we talk on the fone and shit alot. During the summer we even write letter to each with little pieces of memorabilia of wat we r doing that summer. But to see her in person.... She looks like she just came from a foto shoot for a magazine called "I'm Emo and i'm Proud' The thick black-rimmed glasses,. the gypsy skirt, the bangs slanted across her forehead to cover half of her face. It was incredible. i luv her so much and to finally hang out with her again, even if for only 7 min, it was still worth it.
Oh my god. this skool needs to really S.B.B. Im so pissed right now. I had this magazine that had the top sexiest cars of 2005 under my chair in 3rd hour. I decided i wanted to show it to my friend Tati and now i look for it and it gone. FUCK these kids are so damn B!!!!!!!! GOD IM PISSED!!!!
Oh and um...i went Animation with Maria and ahe bought this South Park t-shirt for her end of the year field trip at stranhan and i bought these Superman underoos made for a ten year old but it fit perfectly and their so cute!!
Okay..i had enough....im done talkin.....or typin....depending on how you look at it.


p.s. nunka made me the Louis XIV cd ive been wanting its pretty good.
p.s.s Im still pissed about my magazine....

(my ass)

"Don't Give Away Too Much. Someone Will Need Your Golden Touch"   
09:27pm 12/05/2005
mood: i feel.....nothing
Okay so 2day sucked but wat else is new. this kid i saw at the SATs thing may very well be gay. No actually I'm positive he's gay. Wat a waste. Hung out with ana today which was pretty bad ass. We drove all the way 2 miami to this video game store and since ana has a credit card now she doesnt know how 2 act. She bought Black Monday 2: The Getaway and Vice City for PS2. Cant wat 2 play it cuz i'll surely kick her ass. Seeing as to how she is a "professional dancer" we went to some "professional dancer" store that was next door. Only in miami will you find a video game store and a stripper accessories store right next 2 one another. I saw the cutest outfits in there and the shoes were like 10 inches high. it was ridiculous. i was wondering how ana does it. shes rakin in the dough though. Ohhh that rhymed.
So me and my sexy mama glen r gunna start working on the x-laxe prototype website again. check back 4 more deets on that. I gotta go and...do something productive otherwise today was a waste. Maybe i'll..paint my nails black. yea thats wat i'll do. scaring my parents is ALWAYS productive. lol
l8r loves....

(my ass)

Would You Like A Personalized Skeet Facial?   
06:20pm 11/05/2005
mood: siht xus
Wow....how long has it been since i updated? 3 years...thats wat it feels like. Its not as tho ive been busy doin nething. Except studying for those stupid ass SATs. Talk about a waste of a Saturday morning and $40 sumthin buxs. I didnt do very well..at least i dont think i did. BUT the fine ass at the SATs was incredible. So many cute guys with their sexy brains milling around. I almost fuckin tripped over my tongue.
i gotta get 2 the fuckin mall on saturday. i gotta but more hats. I've recently become a "hat person" the only problem is i only have one pair. But all thats goin 2 change this weekend. Sure-didilly-dodally-willy-nilly will. God I'm high on life...lol Gotta call maria.
SO....i have no idea whether i should go 2 New York or Gainesville this weekend. Everyone i've asked immediately says NY but thats cuz they have no idea of the type of freedom and fun i have in gainesville. Being the loser that i am..i considered putting together a pros and cons sheet for both. Then it hit me that such a plan would require me 2 get up and get a pen and paper. So i scratched that idea.
Anywho...the only real reason i would wanna go 2 G-ville is bcuz of MAT and i'm not so sure i'll be able to hang with him. If i were 2 go then find out i cant id be highly fuckin upset. HIGHLY. He is jus a phone call away but i'm actually scared to do so...,,
All this thinkin has reminded me that i need to get smashed this summer. lol.
I drove from the skool last saturday and it sucked. i dont like driving but i'll do it newayz.
I'm done here i guess.

(3 people pinch | my ass)

"I've Spent My Entire Life Trapped Inside A Cage"   
04:58pm 16/04/2005
mood: depressed
I dont kno how much longer ill be able to deal with htis situation. I cant keep living my life trying 2 make them happy with me. im so fuckin sick of it. Earn back the credit my ass. Who has time for that of shit? Fuck it.....im a human being not the straight-a-having-valedictiorian-in-every-extracurricular-activity-10,000,000-score-on-the-SAT-genius they so badly want me to be.

Sometimes is never quite enough
If you´re flawless, then you´ll win my love
Don´t forget to win first place
Don´t forget to keep that smile on your face
Be a good boy
Try a little harder
You´ve got to measure up
And make me prouder
How long before you screw it up
How many times do I have to tell you to hurry up
With everything I do for you
The least you can do is keep quiet

Be a good girl
You´ve gotta try a little harder
That simply wasn´t good enough
To make us proud
I´ll live through you
I´ll make you what I never was
If you´re the best, then maybe so am I
Compared to him compared to her
I´m doing this for your own damn good
You´ll make up for what I blew
What´s the problem . . . why are you crying

Be a good boy
Push a little farther now
That wasn´t fast enough
To make us happy
We´ll love you just the way you are if you´re perfec

(my ass)

Why Drink And Drive When You Can Smoke and Fly?   
11:45am 22/03/2005
mood: content
WOOP WOOP!!! GVILLE!! So thats where i stay this SPring Break. I am now seriously considering UF as my college of choice. My sis had a great idea. I could major in Dance and Business. Having a Business degree under my belt will make it possible for me 2 later go 2 a 2 year fashion school so i will have the ability 2 do fashion business like owning my own clothing line and what not. So...ill run it by the rest of the fam and c wat they think.
Everything is copastetic here. I went 2 two parties so far. Both were the shit. The fine ass around here is jus ridiculous. Im usually not in2 the ghetto gangsta thugs but...I mean Damn!!! they look so yummy. I also played pool for the first time and i kicked idara's ass both times. Im a natural.
Went 2 Hungry Howie's and saw Chris got sum free food. He so fookin cool. I luv him. Apparently KD works there now. Dont think he'll last very long.
SOOOO.... I talked 2 MAT over the fone. That kid is 2 adorable. He is FINALLY out of the booty house and all is well w/ him but the PoPo fuckin took away his license which sux so bad!!! HE asked wen r we gunna chill but I dont kno if i'll c him cuz him gettin a ride ova here seems slim 2 none. Oh well...maybe i should call him but i think it seems to desperaty.....or does it? i gotta go. im sick of typing.
L8r Days!!!

p.s. the song im listening is an ode to MAT by My Chemical Romance.

(my ass)